I Never Knew

I never knew I could love this much. I thought that the day Dylan was born I would have this feeling, but I've come to realize that it develops over time. I honestly cry when I think about how much Dylan means to me and how she has made me see the world in a completely different way. Over the last four months I have learned so much about myself and Jon and now I can't imagine our life any other way. I miss Dylan every second I am away from her, I miss her smile, her laughs, even the smell of spit up. It is so interesting to see her discover and analyze things, I'm so excited for all things she will learn. As much as I don't want her to grow any older, I realize that all of her milestones have become the highlight of my life, and it is so fun to experience this process of seeing her grow into the beautiful woman that she will one day become. Even though I have been going through a rough time lately, all I need to do is look at Dylan and Jon and I know that I have all that I've ever wanted and as long as I have them everything will be ok.